And I just get a little bit depressed..

I feel this sick unexplainable feeling in my stomach and I think I know where this is coming from. 

Senior Sunset

Channel Descriptions

Helpful links to find me ☆☆☆

Twitch - https://www.twitch.tv/bunnichee

Kick - https://kick.com/cloudspamsalot

Vlogs - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwfPfC6N-ZB7PM0mg59m9Sg

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/claudfajardo/

TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@claudfajardo?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

Blog - https://neecheetakespics.blogspot.com/

Spotify (new songs soon) - 

Listen to my podcast on Apple Podcasts and Spotify ☆☆☆

https://open.spotify.com/show/1yeftfEnniVu9vaVd2jbwd?si=fb110704d7554a89

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/so-what/id1788744559

Gaming - https://youtube.com/@cloudspamsalot?si=eSFvtBuyFvktp9EQ

Listen to my podcast on Apple Podcasts and Spotify:

So What? Friendship Breakups

 So What?

Life of Ham

 

What I realized

You know what I realized? I can actually remember stuff to the tea, if I can actually look back and remember I could remember the items in a room, or the trash stuffed into the cupholder of a car. Part of the reason I spent my time bedrotting was because I wanted to forget. But now because I got better I realized that I shouldn’t force myself to forget. I should use what I remember and turn it into a form of art. Also I realized that hate is a form of projection, I used to hate out of spite and jealous but I realized the energy I put into being insecure and hatful I should use it to work on myself and to become a better person.

I Love The Dark

That feeling when it’s dark and you’re a little tired and the sun comes out has to be #100 in the worst feelings ever I mean come on. I wish the sun can disappear when I feel like it and come back when I feel like it. It’s 3 AM right now and what do you mean the sun will rise in like 3-4 hours? Let a girl be a vampire I swear.

My New Gaming Setup

 

Sneak Peak 🫣

 

Watch This!

 

King Arthur vs. Sir Gawain: Knights on the Mic!

 

4:45 PM

I once saw a TikTok explaining how human beings cannot fathom large numbers like 1 billion so there’s no reason for a person to have that much money. And it made me think about the many genocides, mass murders, and deaths this world has faced. People can listen and overhear about the mass murders in Palestine, Sudan, and Congo. I mean anywhere, like Cambodia or the Armenian Genocide. People listen and they’re unfazed but it’s a lot and we’re privileged to not have to deal with that. Slavery is so much worse than what they showed us in school, I think people neglect to do their research. It’s kind of pathetic but I don’t think I was ever radicalized until I watched Cabaret because you don’t think to care enough until it affects you. For me, knowing what I know there are two responses. You realize that the world is messed up and you continue to live life with a negative outlook. Or you realize the world is messed up and you continue to try to at least attempt to make a change because a small step can still mean a lot. I am the latter at times I can be both and at times I could not care at all.

Philippines Trip in Jack’s ridge!

 

Bob’s Burgers Review

Bob’s Burgers is actually my favorite sitcom animation, it features the Belcher family. Bob Belcher, a burger cook and father who owns a restaurant that is the same name of his. Bob’s Burgers which is based of, parent restaurant, Big Bob’s Diner, is a family restaurant where every Belcher family member works in and goes through all chaotic events in the course of their stagnant timeline. Bob is married to Linda, who has a twin sister, Gayle who has a crush on her husband. Bob and Linda also have three kids, Tina who is the oldest, she is in 8th grade. Gene who is the middle child, he is in the 5th or 6th grade, and Louise who is in the youngest, she is in the 4th grade. Their whole family gets in to so many chaotic situations, and the one thing I love about this family style animation is that Bob is not a bad dad. Compared to all the other sitcom animations such as the Simpsons, Family Guy, South Park, American Dad, Bob is actually a genuinely loving and caring father. This show has brought me through sophomore year, I binged watched it until it’s on going season. Now that I am a senior it’s hard to keep up sometimes, aside from the fact I always lock myself in my room. Bob’s Burgers will always remain special to me as my favorite sitcom animation.

Random pics and song I made

Bad animation I made

 

Shopping for my sissy’s wedding!

 

Mall Adventures with my siblings!!!!

 

Super Awesome Summer Vlog #2

 

Super Awesome Summer Vlog #1