So What? Friendship Breakups

 So What?

Life of Ham

 

What I realized

You know what I realized? I can actually remember stuff to the tea, if I can actually look back and remember I could remember the items in a room, or the trash stuffed into the cupholder of a car. Part of the reason I spent my time bedrotting was because I wanted to forget. But now because I got better I realized that I shouldn’t force myself to forget. I should use what I remember and turn it into a form of art. Also I realized that hate is a form of projection, I used to hate out of spite and jealous but I realized the energy I put into being insecure and hatful I should use it to work on myself and to become a better person.