And I just get a little bit depressed..

I feel this sick unexplainable feeling in my stomach and I think I know where this is coming from. 

Senior Sunset

Channel Descriptions

Helpful links to find me ☆☆☆

Twitch - https://www.twitch.tv/bunnichee

Kick - https://kick.com/cloudspamsalot

Vlogs - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwfPfC6N-ZB7PM0mg59m9Sg

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/claudfajardo/

TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@claudfajardo?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

Blog - https://neecheetakespics.blogspot.com/

Spotify (new songs soon) - 

Listen to my podcast on Apple Podcasts and Spotify ☆☆☆

https://open.spotify.com/show/1yeftfEnniVu9vaVd2jbwd?si=fb110704d7554a89

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/so-what/id1788744559

Gaming - https://youtube.com/@cloudspamsalot?si=eSFvtBuyFvktp9EQ

Listen to my podcast on Apple Podcasts and Spotify:

So What? Friendship Breakups

 So What?

Life of Ham

 

What I realized

You know what I realized? I can actually remember stuff to the tea, if I can actually look back and remember I could remember the items in a room, or the trash stuffed into the cupholder of a car. Part of the reason I spent my time bedrotting was because I wanted to forget. But now because I got better I realized that I shouldn’t force myself to forget. I should use what I remember and turn it into a form of art. Also I realized that hate is a form of projection, I used to hate out of spite and jealous but I realized the energy I put into being insecure and hatful I should use it to work on myself and to become a better person.

I Love The Dark

That feeling when it’s dark and you’re a little tired and the sun comes out has to be #100 in the worst feelings ever I mean come on. I wish the sun can disappear when I feel like it and come back when I feel like it. It’s 3 AM right now and what do you mean the sun will rise in like 3-4 hours? Let a girl be a vampire I swear.